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About Me Member Digital Artist SaiHottari19/Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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KURRRR!!! ANGER!!!

Mon Apr 7, 2008, 6:52 PM
I'm so sick of people always b*tching. So many people have problems in their lives and are fighting for attention because they think they've got it worse than anyone else. Well how about this:

My father left when I was only a year old, my mother was a narcessist, and I had to live with her for 8 years. My only childhood memories were of her forcing my adopted dad out of the house, throwing lethal objects at him and me. I remember my sister hiding in a laundry hamper each day to avoid her rants and tantroms.

8 years I lived with that. 8 years is what it took before I managed to get Social Services to punt her out of the picture. My new dad adopted me and accualy gave two shits about me. He remarried and we got the hell out of there.

To this day, I still bear some of her dark habits. I have a hard time with sympathy, with self control, with temper, with impulses, and with giving a rat's arse. But I've been working to forget that past, to think of the future, and change into someone worth something that people can look at and at least think: "hey, that's Sai, he's an ok guy, really kind."

So before you rant at me for what I post, for how I voice my feelings, look at yourself, try thinking, "maybe my story isn't as bad, maybe I should just keep the negatives to myself. He's got a point, maybe I was harsh." I've begun RAOS for the sake of humour and a way to let the lead out. And all I get is complaints from nameless individuals both on and off Devart who can't stand my opinion.

It's a free country, suck it up and go look at pics you like, or hell, post a pic that showes how much you hate me, I don't care, just don't fill my profile with your complaining and wining!

This rant is brought to you by SHUT THE F#$% UP Inc.

  • Listening to: Take Me Back to Tokyo
  • Reading: This screen??
  • Watching: Erm... like I said... This screen.
  • Playing: If I were playing something how could I type?
  • Eating: Are we seriously going through this again?
  • Drinking: Drink + Keyboard = BZZT BOOOM!!!

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  • Current Residence: Dur?
  • Interests: *inhales* Anime, manga, music, media, j-pop, art, computers/technology, and boarding.
  • Favourite movie: Final Fantacy (can't decide which one)
  • Favourite band or musician: Hyde - lead singer of L'Arc en Ciel
  • Favourite genre of music: J-rock, j-pop, jazz, techno
  • Favourite artist: Yun Kauga (Loveless manga)
  • Favourite style of art: Manga
  • Operating System: XP (I wish, I'm running Vista)
  • MP3 player of choice: XYT "MP4" Player Video
  • Shell of choice: Default
  • Wallpaper of choice: WinDreamscene Cload Surfing
  • Skin of choice: Black Aero Glass
  • Favourite game: Crisis
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-Box 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: BlackRose - .Hack
  • Personal Quote: Rule 35: Anon does not forgive.
  • Tools of the Trade: Ehem.... *cough cough* youdonwannaknow.

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> > >
> > > NINE:
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> > >
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> people,
> >by
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> rest
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sorry if u hate chain letters

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:iconsaihottari:
I get kissed anyway. I don't need silly msn chainletters to tell me how. And please don't post these on people's profiles, they take up a lot of space and, let's face it, don't have much of a purpose.

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:iconzaiger:
Why is everyone getting new accounts now?
:iconsaihottari:
simple. My old one was so old and full of suckage.

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:iconzaiger:
Well you never post, so what does it matter?
:iconsaihottari:
I would were it not for my lack of scaner and photoshop. But I do have some decent works that just need to be scanned, not shopped, I'll post 'em ASAP.

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